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Sunday, June 21, 2009

[ i'm still in love with the false hope of us… ]

colours paint themselves on canvas

Laura

My mum went into the hospital yesterday. She hasn’t been feeling great lately. I’m worried. :/ She was supposed to come home today but they said they need to do some more tests just to make sure she’s alright. So she’ll be home tomorrow. Hopefully. around and around and around and around and around and around and around and around....

I went to bed earlier last night since I didn’t get any sleep the night before. The last few days have been filled with sublime thoughts and it’s really frustrating. I mean, I’m just trying to think about everything and sort it all out but the sheer sublimity of it all is just so overwhelming. And now, to balance out the use of that phrase, I shall indulge myself in some cookies and milk. Sometimes I just want to go crazy and declare myself insane… but be completely aware of everything. But then, you see, I wouldn’t have to deal with anything. It’s me like mental suicide. I’d be turning my life over but I’d still be alive. Wow, you see, I;m really not in the right state of mind right now. Will all the recent events, relationships, successes and failures, I’m just on the line between sanity and insanity. Oh, and add lack of sleep into that dangerously balanced equation and it just grows more and more fragile. I think the use of a roundabout as a picture for today’s entry because I feel like I’m just going in the same old circle again. Thinking to much, about too much, way too much. I’ll quit displaying my stupid rants on this blog now. xx

Picture Credits:

1st: joey kennedy click to view his photostream

{ good day, sunshine ; Laura xx ♥ }

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shine, shine, shine on. because you're not done.
-the kooks

past sayings
*Unforgiveness is like drinking the poison and waiting for the other person to die!
Amanda Gore

*Imagination will often carry us to worlds that never were. But without it we go nowhere.
-carl sagan

*And if not now, when?
-talmud

*Paradise is always where love dwells.
- jean paul f. ritcher

*Angels can fly because they take themselves lightly.
- g.k. chesterton

*If you have it [love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.
-Sir James M. Barrie

*It doesn't matter how slow you go, as long as you don't stop!
-confucius

*Our aspirations are our possibilities.
-robert browning

*Chance does nothing that has not been prepared beforehand.
-alexis de toqueville

*You can't depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus.
-mark twain

*Give whatever you are doing and whoever you are with the gift of your attention.
-jim rohn

*Nature always wears the colors of the spirit.
- raplph wldo emerson

*Love is a canvas furnished by nature and embroidered by imagination.
-voltaire

*To me, every hour of the day and night is an unspeakably perfect miracle.
- walt whitman

*Blessed is the person who is too busy to worry in the daytime and too sleepy to worry at night.
-anon

*Life lived for tomorrow will always be just a day away from being realized.
-leo buscaglia

*Too much of a good thing can be wonderful.
-mae west

*The whole world steps aside for the man who knows where he is going.
-anon

*The journey is the reward.
-tao saying

*The best way you can cheer yourself up is to cheer someone else up
-mark twain

*To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world
-anon

*We are all alike, on the inside.
-mark twian

*The Important thing is this: to be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are; For what we could become.
-charles dubois

*The world is a book and those who do not travel read only a page.
-st.sugustine

*Being considerate of others will take you further in life than a college degree.
-marian wright edelman

*Every judgment blocks the light.
-mary anne williamson

*The habit of being uniformly considerate toward others will bring increased happiness to you!
-greenville kleiser

*Each journey is a work of art.
-anon

*Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do.
-mark twian

*Life is not measured by the number of breathes we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
-anon

*To love abundantly is to live abundantly, and to love forever is to live forever.
-henry drummond

*The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up.
-paul valery

*Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin again.
-anon

*Small opportunities are often the beginning of great enterprises.
-anon

{song lyrics}

All I know is that you're so nice....You're the nicest thing I've seen. I wish that we could give it a go, See if we could be something. I wish I was your favorite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style. I wish you couldn't figure me out, But you always wanted know what I was about. I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset, I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met. I wish you had a favorite beauty spot that you loved secretly, 'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see. Basically, I wish that you loved me, I wish that you needed me, I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break, I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn't eat, I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep. Look all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen. And I wish that we could see if we could be something. Yea I wish that we could see if we could be something. ♥

{ A Place In The Sun }