{ A Place In The Sun }: [ god, how do I find myself here again and again? ]

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

[ god, how do I find myself here again and again? ]

I'm still in love with the false hope of us stabbed inside my chest

Laura

Hi. Wow. Well,yesterday sucked so much it’s unreal. I think the worst way to find anything out is on your own. Especially when it seems that they showed no signs of ever really wanting to clue you in at any point. I’ve probably already used those lyrics once before but they fit way too perfectly for me to use something else. I’m kind of at a loss for word right now. It hasn’t really sunk in yet I guess. But honestly, I don’t what to get all hung up on a guy, so I’m going to indulge in the natural highs of life, such as:

bubble baths
warm tea
hugs
friends
adventures
music
walks & bike rides
art

I really need to get my mind off of things and avoid becoming a bitch about situations. I had it coming, I guess… wait… did I? I don’t think I really did anything deserving of this situation. Whatever, I can’t even being to explain or understand people’s emotions and intentions or what runs through their head. So i wont even try. Maybe I did something wrong, or maybe I did nothing wrong, all I know for sure, is that now I’m back to square one, and I am clueless as to what direction square two even is in! Steafene is off up north right now so I can’t vent to her about anything. Hannah! I need you!

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1st: ivory.butterflies(me) click to view my stream

{look around for a lifeline ; Laura xx ♥ }

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shine, shine, shine on. because you're not done.
-the kooks

past sayings
*Unforgiveness is like drinking the poison and waiting for the other person to die!
Amanda Gore

*Imagination will often carry us to worlds that never were. But without it we go nowhere.
-carl sagan

*And if not now, when?
-talmud

*Paradise is always where love dwells.
- jean paul f. ritcher

*Angels can fly because they take themselves lightly.
- g.k. chesterton

*If you have it [love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.
-Sir James M. Barrie

*It doesn't matter how slow you go, as long as you don't stop!
-confucius

*Our aspirations are our possibilities.
-robert browning

*Chance does nothing that has not been prepared beforehand.
-alexis de toqueville

*You can't depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus.
-mark twain

*Give whatever you are doing and whoever you are with the gift of your attention.
-jim rohn

*Nature always wears the colors of the spirit.
- raplph wldo emerson

*Love is a canvas furnished by nature and embroidered by imagination.
-voltaire

*To me, every hour of the day and night is an unspeakably perfect miracle.
- walt whitman

*Blessed is the person who is too busy to worry in the daytime and too sleepy to worry at night.
-anon

*Life lived for tomorrow will always be just a day away from being realized.
-leo buscaglia

*Too much of a good thing can be wonderful.
-mae west

*The whole world steps aside for the man who knows where he is going.
-anon

*The journey is the reward.
-tao saying

*The best way you can cheer yourself up is to cheer someone else up
-mark twain

*To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world
-anon

*We are all alike, on the inside.
-mark twian

*The Important thing is this: to be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are; For what we could become.
-charles dubois

*The world is a book and those who do not travel read only a page.
-st.sugustine

*Being considerate of others will take you further in life than a college degree.
-marian wright edelman

*Every judgment blocks the light.
-mary anne williamson

*The habit of being uniformly considerate toward others will bring increased happiness to you!
-greenville kleiser

*Each journey is a work of art.
-anon

*Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do.
-mark twian

*Life is not measured by the number of breathes we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
-anon

*To love abundantly is to live abundantly, and to love forever is to live forever.
-henry drummond

*The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up.
-paul valery

*Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin again.
-anon

*Small opportunities are often the beginning of great enterprises.
-anon

{song lyrics}

All I know is that you're so nice....You're the nicest thing I've seen. I wish that we could give it a go, See if we could be something. I wish I was your favorite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style. I wish you couldn't figure me out, But you always wanted know what I was about. I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset, I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met. I wish you had a favorite beauty spot that you loved secretly, 'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see. Basically, I wish that you loved me, I wish that you needed me, I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break, I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn't eat, I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep. Look all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen. And I wish that we could see if we could be something. Yea I wish that we could see if we could be something. ♥

{ A Place In The Sun }